Have you ever brought a sex toy into a public place or masturbated in a public place? I have.
I don't give a fuck what society thinks of me to be honest. It's such a rush to fap in public, and my dream is to find a woman (female or shemale), to indulge in this desire with me.
But here's an example confession - (Please give me 2 minutes to wow you and perhaps stir your cocks/pussies).
The other day I was on a train that I took into town purely to fulfill these desire. I had a large teddy bear with a bow on it that I could easily pretend was a gift for a girlfriend that I was going to give to her.
The good part? I ripped a hole in it's ass and put a fleshlight in there. So all along the bear was on my lap and my cock was out of my pants but inside the pussy I'd made for the bear.
Part of the way into the 50 minute journey a group of about 6 girls came onto the train and sat on the seats to the right and left of me. They noticed the bear and were all like "awwwww, he's so cute, who is that for?".
I was in a mixture of excitement and panic, I never expected to be in a situation this intense. I said "oh.. it's just for my girlfriend".
I don't know why... but if you seem like a nice guy and you say you have a girlfriend, in my experience, girls go crazy over you. Seriously....
But back to the story...
They were all stroking my hair and moving the bear around a bit on my lap. My cock was so hard it was starting to hurt.
Then a song that the girls all started singing and swaying too came on the bus radio, and I used that as an excuse to start moving around with my dick inside the bear, bouncing it slightly up and down my cock.
I got to the point of no return and just thought "fuck it", and bounced the bear faster and harder on my dick and I came so hard inside of it.
The girls all gave me weird looks but I didn't care. I also got a few weird looks from people around me. I waited for the end of the bus journey for everyone to leave.
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P.S. Yes I know I'm a fucking weirdo who will probably die alone, but doing this sort of thing really doesn't feel wrong to me. It feels so fucking right, and it's the way I live.
